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	<title>Allison Lee &#187; internal monologue</title>
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		<title>brain float</title>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 10 Feb 2010 17:13:44 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[there are many things floating around in my brain and i am sharing them as early stage ideas, not as decisions or plans. they are presented in no particular order&#8230; idea uno: Apply here. idea dos: Apply here. idea tres: Move here. so, that&#8217;s what&#8217;s been floating around in my brain, for what it&#8217;s worth. [...]]]></description>
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		<title>gratitude</title>
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		<pubDate>Thu, 26 Nov 2009 12:39:05 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>ali</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[&#8220;Gratitude unlocks the fullness of life. It turns what we have into enough, and more. It turns denial into acceptance, chaos into order, confusion into clarity&#8230;. It turns problems into gifts, failures into success, the unexpected into perfect timing, and mistakes into important events. Gratitude makes sense of our past, brings peace for today and [...]]]></description>
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		<title>possibility</title>
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		<pubDate>Fri, 10 Apr 2009 17:46:21 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>ali</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[I am standing in possibility. And the possibility that I have created for myself and my life is the possibility of being courageous, honest and a woman of integrity. Life is amazing. Be careful what you wish for, because you might just get it&#8230; *]]></description>
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		<title>i&#8217;m in love with Obama</title>
		<link>http://www.alitaylor.com/im-in-love-with-obama/</link>
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		<pubDate>Mon, 27 Oct 2008 23:15:56 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>ali</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[I&#8217;ve got the Obama crazies. Today, I copied my friend Rie and bought this t-shirt: ~ Who knew an election shirt could be so cute? I wish I had thought of it earlier. One more week&#8230; *]]></description>
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		<title>burned motive</title>
		<link>http://www.alitaylor.com/burned-motive/</link>
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		<pubDate>Thu, 11 Sep 2008 17:36:57 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>ali</dc:creator>
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		<category><![CDATA[what's the meaning of the word]]></category>

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		<description><![CDATA[motivation: noun: something that motivates; inducement; incentive motivate: verb: to provide with a motive; incite; impel motive: noun: the goal or object of a person&#8217;s actions When lost, how does one find it, this motivation? I have never truly understood what it meant to feel unmotivated. I understood it mentally and imagined what it must [...]]]></description>
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		<title>wide awake</title>
		<link>http://www.alitaylor.com/wide-awake/</link>
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		<pubDate>Thu, 21 Aug 2008 12:22:27 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>ali</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[It&#8217;s now 5am. I&#8217;ve been up since 4:15 consternating over everything. I am sick with anxiety. And now I am going out for some food since I have absolutely nothing to eat to make me feel better. Seriously, this is what it has come down to. Stress eating. It&#8217;s bad, people, bad. *]]></description>
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		<title>some random thoughts</title>
		<link>http://www.alitaylor.com/tuesday-random-thoughts/</link>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 06 Aug 2008 06:42:43 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>ali</dc:creator>
				<category><![CDATA[internal monologue]]></category>

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		<description><![CDATA[In keeping with my goal to post as often as I can (wish the intention of getting more interesting, or something), I am listing here some random thoughts that went through my head today&#8230; 1) Ever since I gave up my coke habit (coca-cola, ok?, jeez) at the end of last year and became more [...]]]></description>
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		<title>things that make me&#8230;</title>
		<link>http://www.alitaylor.com/things-that-make-me/</link>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 30 Jul 2008 07:05:30 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>ali</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[frustrated: the dirty, smelly carpet outside my front door. time for a letter to the HOA exhilarated: earthquakes that makes everyone come out of their office for a minute joyful: leaving work early on Tuesdays in order to &#8220;prepare for my acting class&#8221; peaceful: marceau purring loudly by my side]]></description>
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		<title>back, lazy, calm and thoughtful</title>
		<link>http://www.alitaylor.com/back-lazy-calm-and-thoughtful/</link>
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		<pubDate>Thu, 19 Jun 2008 02:58:17 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>ali</dc:creator>
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		<category><![CDATA[travelin' moon]]></category>

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		<description><![CDATA[I arrived home from Houston on Monday afternoon and I was so thrilled to be back where everything is familiar, where I recognize the smell of everything and where hot is actually not as *hot* compared to the humidity of a Texas Summer. While I was away I was not feeling particularly communicative. I couldn&#8217;t [...]]]></description>
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		<title>separation</title>
		<link>http://www.alitaylor.com/separation/</link>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 15 Apr 2008 06:48:38 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>ali</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[After my vacation, my brother stayed with me for an extra day and a half. We don&#8217;t often get to spend a lot of quality time together where we are able to really talk without other people around. I can&#8217;t express how much I loved having him so close. We are friends, I am happy [...]]]></description>
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		<title>a love/hate relationship with my flea</title>
		<link>http://www.alitaylor.com/the-lovehate-dilemma/</link>
		<comments>http://www.alitaylor.com/the-lovehate-dilemma/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Wed, 13 Feb 2008 07:48:02 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>ali</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[You know when you&#8217;re completely and utterly, madly in love with someone who also drives you mad? And you want to ditch them, but you love them too, too much? Yes? You know this feeling? Well, thankfully I do not have this experience with my boyfriend, but instead with something else. I must speak very [...]]]></description>
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		<title>spit it out</title>
		<link>http://www.alitaylor.com/spit-it-out/</link>
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		<pubDate>Thu, 31 Jan 2008 05:40:26 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>ali</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[I am finding it hard to say what I feel. It&#8217;s right there, just below my vocal chords. I feel what I want to say but when I go to speak no actual words come out. It just gets stuck, dammit! I am not good at arguing and I am a terrible debater! It&#8217;s not [...]]]></description>
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		<title>back to mine</title>
		<link>http://www.alitaylor.com/back-to-mine/</link>
		<comments>http://www.alitaylor.com/back-to-mine/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Thu, 10 Jan 2008 06:27:44 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>ali</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[I&#8217;ve gotten away from myself over the last year and I&#8217;ve decided that this new year will be about reconnecting to things I feel I&#8217;ve lost. To start, I&#8217;ve resolved to get dressed in the morning. Ok, so what I really mean is that I am no longer going to work wearing my sweats. (See [...]]]></description>
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		<title>*yes, please.</title>
		<link>http://www.alitaylor.com/i-really-need-one-of-these/</link>
		<comments>http://www.alitaylor.com/i-really-need-one-of-these/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Thu, 29 Nov 2007 16:54:44 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>ali</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[Take in the whole picture&#8230;I would be so happy to have the total package here. The tropical place, the hot stones, the massage and the tan. I don&#8217;t necessarily need the flower in my hair, but why not? And I&#8217;d like to add a fruity cocktail into my right hand, with a colorful straw for [...]]]></description>
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		<title>and darkness falls</title>
		<link>http://www.alitaylor.com/and-darkness-falls/</link>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 13 Nov 2007 07:29:54 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>ali</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[It&#8217;s that time. When an early curtain of darkness draws closed over the bright colors of daylight. It&#8217;s cold. A constant shiver undulates throughout my body and I can&#8217;t get warm. Anxiety is ripe. It brings my eyes to spots and causes me to sweat. I am hungry and then not hungry, but desperate to [...]]]></description>
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		<title>my heart is crying on the inside tonight</title>
		<link>http://www.alitaylor.com/i-get-it/</link>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 21 Aug 2007 05:32:44 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>ali</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[I understand now how parents feel when their children move out of the house. The empty nest. My students are like my children. I nurture them, watch them grow, watch them come into themselves, gain confidence and autonomy. It&#8217;s such a beautiful journey to watch and I cherish it like I know I will cherish [...]]]></description>
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		<title>gosh, is it in the drinking water?</title>
		<link>http://www.alitaylor.com/is-it-in-the-air/</link>
		<comments>http://www.alitaylor.com/is-it-in-the-air/#comments</comments>
		<pubDate>Fri, 17 Aug 2007 04:04:08 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>ali</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[Suddenly, all we hear is &#8220;When are you getting married?&#8221; It comes in many different phrases: &#8220;Are you getting married?&#8221; &#8220;Are you going to marry her/him?&#8221; &#8220;No marriage yet?&#8221; &#8220;Has he proposed?&#8221; &#8220;Are you/Is he going to propose?&#8221; &#8220;You&#8217;re going to marry him/her, right?&#8221; &#8220;Will you live together before you get married?&#8221; And the list [...]]]></description>
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